Henry Thoreau says, “The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.” I don’t see anything “quiet” in Judah’s desperation as he pleads with the Egyptian official for the life of his little brother, Benjamin, who had been found guilty of stealing.

The tone of Judah’s plea with the official in Genesis chapter 44, shows us a desperate man. In a frantic barrage of quick sentences Judah tells him how his life has been pledged for Benjamin’s. Judah tells him how his father’s life is bound up in the life of this little boy. Live’s are at stake! It is indeed a matter of life and death. Will Joseph hear his desperate plea for help? This is exactly where Joseph wanted his brothers.

Over 20 years earlier, the tables were reversed. Joseph was in the pit and he cried for mercy. But the 10 brothers did not show him mercy. It was Judah who led the discussion and decided to sell Joseph. In Genesis 42, verse 21 the brothers says to each other about Joseph in the pit, “in truth we are guilty concerning our brother, in that we saw the distress of his soul, when he begged us and we did not listen.”

When your sin has been found out and you face the ultimate consequences, you will become desperate. There is nothing you can do, but beg for help. That’s exactly where God wants you. One writer said, “Human beings do not readily admit desperation. When they do, the kingdom of heaven draws near.” God wants you there so He can save you.

Peter, sinking in the waves, cries out in desperation, “Lord, save me!”  He did! And He will. You will learn, like Judah, that though you deserve justice, you will receive mercy.