Nothing is working, Lord! I’ve tried it all! Pleasure, Prestige, Possession; None of it worked! “God, you’re my last chance…”TM Please, “Put me on your salvation agenda; take notes on the trouble I’m in. I’ve had my fill of trouble; I’m camped on the edge of hell. I’m written off as a lost cause, one more statistic, a hopeless case, abandoned as already dead, one more body in a stack of corpses, and not so much as a gravestone— I’m a black hole in oblivion.”TM
I’m a little discouraged, as you can tell! It seems to me that “You’ve dropped me into a bottomless pit, sunk me in a pitch-black abyss.”TM Nothing seems to help me find meaning and purpose in life. It’s all just a wasteland with nothing to look forward to and no hope for the future. “I’m caught in a maze and can’t find my way out, blinded by tears of pain and frustration.”TM
Are you going to help me or not? “I call to you, God; all day I call. I wring my hands, I plead for help.”TM I want to give up even calling out for help. I’m beginning to wonder if you are even there anymore. But, I won’t do it! “Do you hear me, Satan! I won’t give up!!!” “I’m standing my ground, God, shouting for help, at my prayers every morning, on my knees each daybreak.”TM I won’t quit! Even though “I’m bleeding, black and blue….and the only friend I have left is Darkness,”TM I will not stop crying out to you until you answer!