I have to admit God, sometimes it feels like you’re not there! I pray, and I pray and there doesn’t seem to be any answer! At times like that, the sounds of silence are loud! “If all I get from you is deafening silence, I’d be better off in the Black Hole.”TM
It feels like you are treating me just like the evil people in the world. I experience the consequences of sin, when I truly love you and want to do your will. I’m like Job…. I don’t know what I’ve done wrong, but you treat me like your enemy. “Don’t shove me into the same jail cell with those crooks, with those who are full-time employees of evil. They talk a good line of ‘peace,’ then moonlight for the Devil.”TM But, Lord I’m yours forever!
Then you answer! Yes! God is so good! It sometimes seems like he will not answer, but he always does and he always will. “I’ve thrown my lot in with him. Now I’m jumping for joy, and shouting and singing my thanks to him.”TM